want it with us

Martial Law USA 2012

2012-01-09T18:46:00.001-08:00

Military troops are heading home to enforce Martial Law!

Theory on What Really Happen to Osama Bin Laden

2011-09-15T16:23:00.000-07:00

Although I have no evidence to support my theory on what really happen to Osama Bin Laden, I will present my case nonetheless.

I believe Bin Laden died of natural causes. Why this has not been reported from other sources around the world, may be because the US government has always known of his whereabouts. As soon as Bin Laden passed, his body was immediately taken away by US officials, leaving only a handful of people with knowledge of it. This includes family members who may have been with him. These people were also rounded up, and have either been threatened, paid off, or simply kept in captivity. When Bin Laden succumbed to his illnesses, the US government, along with the military, decided to create an elaborate story of American Navy Seal heroism and bravery, in hopes of stirring the masses once again, and regaining support for the absurd 'war against terrorism'.

If you do your research, overcome your fears, and let common sense prevail, you will realise, and truly understand 9/11 was an extraordinarily sinister operation carried out by members of the US government, wealthy bankers, and the world elite.

There are hundreds of questions regarding everything related to 9/11, which government officials refuse to answer logically or scientifically. This is because they cannot.

Their bully tactics are sinister to the bone. Many have paid the ultimate price for challenging these cowards who hide behind veils, and kill without remorse.

Random Hearts

2011-08-09T23:40:00.000-07:00

i see purple, balck, and grey, and a fog moving our way
it's a heartbreak again, the words i here, will come to an end
your words are a whisper, fading, getting strong again
its the heartache deep inside, that makes me cry, but i will try to smile

i won't ask you to change, cause you're perfect that way
my heart is not right, i'm not gonna fight
but you're that shining star, that made me go farther tonight

time's passing by, but i still can't move closer in
im just spinning from fear, happiness, and a dream that might not be there
i am quiet tonight, it's all so clear, but not so sure if it's real
Wanna stay here forever, dream forever, please don't take that away

i won't ask you to change, cause you're perfect that way
my heart is fading, i don't want you waiting
but you're that shining star, who's heart i will be taking, tonight

let me believe, in a world that's great
'cause i see a promise, in this dead of night
deep in our hearts, it will bend, crash, and eventually break
but don't turn around, just walk away

when you finally find home, the world will have changed
so far from that pain, and you will fall in the arms of the one you love

Little Angels

2010-07-11T17:13:00.000-07:00

Sad sad thoughts run wild again
As if to cast them in, and spin, outside this atmosphere
You're a version of an angel, like everyone else
Why do you do the things you do that way
It's a waste, and not a shame
That all those years left you and them, on the edge
Of a ride that wasn't what it should have been

A thousand screams silenced by innocence
Some one's inherited lack
Leave a million dreams broken again
If I threw my heart in that fire and rain
It would not change a thing
So, who has to say something for one to hear?
There's nothing to tell anyone about this fear

Close your eyes
Lay your hands by your side
Even in the darkness of night
A reflection you see
A perfect legacy you leave behind
So little angels who were once lost
Will find their way home in time

Love Cry

2010-07-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

Let it go, and let it in
Don't fight that fight that should never begin
It's hard to let them show you something you don't know
Nothing is dragging you in

Don't let that demon take anymore
Your half heart is not who you are
It is real, we hold your hand tight
Even if your hand doesn't feel

Break that horror scene hiding in your eyes
An image you can continually give life
Beyond the grey clouds that won't seem to go
Are loving eyes who won't let you go

A heart, one in a million
Broken and healed a thousand times
Believe the demon, believe that bright star
Despite it all, you will always know who you are

Sober

2010-01-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

It's my last bottle, need to stay a little longer
It's not so bad, takes away the black, when I won't see any farther
You might understand me, I'll never understand you
Pained in your heartaches, a place you would run from if you only knew

I'll drive all night, for you to stop shaking
Inside my head, wish it was me instead, want your heart to stop breaking
I'll question it, and you'll ask what for
Why you can't God'am cry anymore

No one around
Free you from ghosts that tide
I'll be there I promise
A familiar reflection in your eyes

Shadowed lights, on those empty streets
When you can't hold the pain, with broken chains, you'll only see
Faded rules, and empty grace
Doesn't change, you're still that angel and your beautiful face

It's my last drink, at a place where I'll stay
Forever, this movie plays, where your by my side today
And when stars get low, only one thing you need to know
I'll hold your hallowed smile, wherever I might go

No one around
When your hands are tied
I'll be there I swear
Never once stopped hearing your cries

Look up again, can you take my hand
There's somewhere we have to go
Don't be afraid, you're still the same
Just let me take you home

Pale Blue Dot (Carl Sagan)

2009-12-24T23:05:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJE_Ld-UyCk

See You At Sabato!

2009-12-04T10:54:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVZtzwvfE0E

Maybe Back Home

2009-11-03T15:04:00.000-08:00

I do not care. It does not mean much. I still will trust as best I can, but hearts run empty.

Forget everything you know. It is all okay. The bleeding hearts, the hardened hearts, and the hearts which no longer are, let them be.

I wake sometimes grateful for escaping my dreams. I wake comforted by the silence. Savour every damn second when you smile. Savour it.

To care is to be blessed. It heals, it rewards, it is peace. It is a curse.

I wonder of the motives of the human mind, and the desires of human flesh. Now I laugh at the stupidity of the human heart. How truly tortured it can be.

Share what you have. Share what is in your heart. Share your soul. Let it it be carried where it was meant to go. Let it go. It may find it's way somewhere. It may go nowhere.

Take your risk. Steal someone's soul. Do what needs to be done for the moment. Close your eyes for good. You might see where it all leads.

Find me if you want. I will be somewhere, or so I say. We all will be found somewhere.

Maybe back home.

What's My Function?

2009-10-21T13:22:00.000-07:00

Excrement is the unwanted of the body

Wax of the ear is the shield of audation

Wax of the eyes hold plenty a dreams

Gas from below is air poo

Field of Wankers

2009-09-06T16:34:00.000-07:00

Stardust

2009-06-21T20:44:00.000-07:00

I don't know what it is like to be defenceless in the grips of evil, or have had my soul tempted or stolen forever. Unfortunately, I see the world as a remarkable place, where remarkable people seem more out of reach.

Being born a bastard child of the tenth degree, never weighed heavy on my shoulders until now.

Ripples cast on the river years ago, made there way to shore and back. I am at the banks of that river, and I can clearly see the very point where the stone first hit the water. It is when the ripples resonated back to its source, did the waters become calm again.

I can see all that has happened, and all who I have come across. Like all of us, I was born into a script that played out beautifully.

As I close my eyes and smile, I will let the anger, judgement, pity, insensitivity, false assumptions, envy, greed, and deception, played out, pass over me.

Like generations past, I will reach down to pick up another stone, and take aim at the river. I will throw it as far as I can. When my hands transform to stardust, those ripples on the river will have made there way to shore and back again. Hopefully then, the one standing at the bank looking back, will smile wider, and boldly look forward.

Ask Me To Dance

2009-05-05T18:17:00.000-07:00

I've driven down that road many times over. A steep drop, followed quickly by an ascension back to reason. Trees line both sides, blanketing the fears which swirl around me. The night sky sees my soul. The music plays in the background like a friend who never fails to understand. I can't help, but smile. I may feel alone, but I am my best companion when I know the weaknesses and fortunes of me. I will not waiver when my heart is questioned and pushed. It is the least I owe to the man behind the darkened glass. Fear can pound hard against your chest, and render you paralyzed at your most peaceful moments. Heartache can tear your soul apart, and alter the lens through which you see the world. It will bend your soul, and paint it with the darkest colours not known to exist. It will push you against the cement wall, until you beg for mercy. What will all of this make of me? Maybe nothing at all. It may all be simple facts, and nothing more. I once read that, someones soul can be seen through their eyes. I close mine for now, until the next morning when a glow will give me courage to open them again. I will drive in the dark again, with the stars above reminding me to smile every step of the way. Maybe one day the roads will level a little more, and the music in the background will ask me to dance.

It's Okay

2009-03-31T21:25:00.000-07:00

Just got in from walking the dog. He is a mini pincher in his twilight years. The wind is howling outside. It is peaceful. 12:28 am reads on the clock. I've got a late night drive through order of a Big Mac snack rap and junior chicken. The 'Celestine Prophesy' by James Redfield sits on my desk to my right. Just purchased it today! An unopened Budweiser tall-boy sits on my desk as well. 'I just opened it'! Taking the last few bites of the junior chicken. Now taking a sip of the tall boy.

Earlier, lost a playoff game in a men's Tuesday night hockey league. Even with the loss, it was fun. Had half a beer just before the game, and had another three, after. Yes, I am a sinner. Drove two of my friends home. For those who question my actions, had a good size dinner, which diluted most of the alcohol. Would not have driven If I knew it was a mistake. Really don't care what anyone thinks. It doesn't matter!

Spoke to both my friends in the truck. Both are individuals who are generous, and just like the rest of us, are making their way through this freakish world. For some it hasn't been freakish. For some it has been a hell.

A quarter of the beer is gone. Wish the feeling would last.

A few of my friends in the change room earlier, were smoking the ganja. The second hand was smooth and soothing. The beer was ample.

The beer is okay. The marijuana is okay. The violence isn't, neither is the stupidity. Reality, as we know it is beautiful at times, but can be a nightmare as well. I know the world is more than the bullshit we have been dealt. The beauty is somewhere as well.

Escape this world. We need to sometimes. Like white sands and palm trees. I will fall asleep with a smile. I hope I wake with comfort.

Love. Friendship. Compassion for a brother, a sister, a stranger. Compassion for your soul. We need it.

Betting on the horses live online from Australia as well . It is calming.

Easy for me to sit back and use my time as I wish. No real dependents. No real responsibilities. No little ones.

I hold these feelings, these insights, these understandings of the heart, as long as I can. The real world is anything; the air you breath, the hands you touch, the hearts you warm. My reality will count for those who want to count it.

Wake up from this trance, or reality. Wake up tomorrow with a smile, with humility, with a boldness!

12-16-22-5

2009-03-10T22:02:00.000-07:00

It grips your sword when the wicked come forth
And loosens the hold in the face of mercy
It shows you worlds that your hands cannot touch
And brings you to places only your heart can feel
It is laughter, it is hope, it is reason
It will expect you to tread in oceans of tears
Yet it will question, starve you, and break you down
Until you take that deep breath, and open your eyes once again
Own it, live it, set it free
It will become something you will hold infinitely
Understand it, challenge it, and believe
Give it it's rightful immortality

Somewhere Between the Sun and the Moon

2009-02-28T20:30:00.000-08:00

2 am again
Visions of you rush in
Take me for another ride
Back to where you and I began

Please, hold me close
From where you are
The miles that separate
Are really only miles apart

You stand there
Healing behind steel doors
Glowing brighter like you should
Your precious heart growing ever more

I have cried, endured alone
It is how it should be
Somewhere between the sun and the moon
Is where my love will be

Distraction, Ignorance, and Fear - It's Here - World Banks, Power, Martial Law, Population Reduction

2009-02-17T11:01:00.000-08:00

One, or even a hand full of people realistically can not face off against a beast like the New World Order. What makes hopes to stand up to these self righteous scum more difficult, is that they operate with no rules. The utter disregard for human life, other than their own, is their greatest weapon against those who believe otherwise.

The evidence supporting a sinister plan by members of world banks and there slimy circle of wankers, to enslave the world is much to abundant to insert in this entry. Do your own research, and come to your own conclusions. It is not hard to find the information (evidence). You need only to look at the millions of impoverished worldwide, who for decades were left to die. There are enough resources in this world, period!

Those who struggle with the truth, but subconsciously understand what is profoundly important, are only caught up in the 'GAME' because there is no other accepted alternative. Unfortunately, consumption, and the ability to obtain more, in terms of materials, is what sadly garners respect from so many who have been unfortunately bred to think this way. This is what has happened over the past century, we have been manipulated to behave in such immature and selfish ways.

Those of you know who you are, who in some way along your journey have made an attempt to comfort those most vulnerable and in need of dignity and respect. All of you come in different shapes, sizes, and backgrounds. The real wonders of our world are those, who despite having endured pain, neglect, and abuse in their own travels, find deep in their hearts, the wisdom and strength to discontinue a cycle that destroys the true essence of life. These people have managed to 'unlearn what they have learned', and have created a world of their choosing, and not one that was handed to them. All of these gifts know who they are, and will be commended in ways that cannot be measured by any instrument.

Pieces to a sinister global ruling are rapidly taking form. The more informed we are of what is being thrashed upon us, the better chance there is to face off against those who seek to destroy and conquer. Men who walk this earth and abuse any form of power over the defenseless and vulnerable, and daringly attempt to play the role of God, dishonour the laws of the universe. For those who challenge this frame of thought, try and think different!

2012- World Governments Finally Take Action

2009-02-06T20:45:00.000-08:00

An urgent call has been made to the superheroes of our time, for the impending arrival of planet X. It has been confirmed the dwarf star (Planet X) has several planets orbiting it, one of which is Nibiru. Top officials are convinced the planet is inhabited.

Earlier today, chief media medium, Seargent Michael Gertrude stated, "We are not certain what to expect when the planet passes between Mars and Jupiter in 2012. We have to be safe, and prepare for a hostile encounter".

Many of our modern day superheroes have frantically made their way to headquarters, based in St. Johns, Newfoundland, Canada. In cooperation with world military leaders, our superheroes will deliberate for the next two years to ensure Planet Earth is fully prepared for Nibiru's arrival.

Below are photographs of superheroes upon their arrival in St. Johns.

Sanchez (the happy black superman)

Flight Child

Triple-S (Sandcastles/Shovels/Psychosis)

Superman II and childhood friend 'Incredible Muscles'

The Red Baylee

The Fluter

Black Balls Sergei

Elastic Goof

Godspeed!

In the Shadow of the Thoroughbred

2009-02-06T13:16:00.000-08:00

does he wait in silence...

The Shameful Psychology of the Children's Aid Society

2009-02-01T16:52:00.000-08:00

Are both Dalton Mcguinty and Stephen Harper honourable leaders? Are they good men? I suppose both should be respected for their hard work. Attempting to maintain a healthy balance in the complex world of politics, is a difficult task. Both appear to be energetic, moral men who have an understanding of societies ills and issues. I am sure most of their days are filled with inspiration and gratitude, or at least they should be. They have beautiful homes, healthy children, and most importantly, a loving family who supports them. It is no wonder they are able to make a difference in their lives on a day to day basis. Despite being men representing a Province and a Nation respectively, they are also fathers who provide for, nurture, and protect their children. Honourable men they are for fulfilling their duties with their families.

Are they truly honourable as political leaders? There are children frightened, neglected, and lost in the foster care system. Children they are obligated to represent, provide for, and protect! How do educated men, who hold such responsibilities, deal with such an important issue? Should Mr. Mcguinty and Mr. Harper not have the basic common sense, and intelligence to realise these children are in the greatest need of care, guidance, and support? Am I missing something? Moral men do the right thing, regardless of their fears. Selfish men turn a blind eye.

The CAS is never discussed openly in the media. Why is that? Why is the issue never brought up in debates, press conferences, or interviews? Why the secrets? I'll tell you why! It is a damn industry riddled with sinister overtones! Twenty-thousand children are in the foster care system, many of whom are left feeling unwanted, forgotten, and unloved. This is the pain expressed more frequently by survivors of the system. This is what they have done, survived a system designed for them to self-destruct. Those who have survived this shameful operation are the real heroes.

I have been fortunate to have never had first hand experience with the CAS. Although I have lived in Canada all my life, I have been ignorant to the immoral ongoings within the CAS, which the Canadian Government supports, funds, and participates in.

It would not surprise if these two clowns fail to make a sincere difference in the lives of so many children who are ALONE in the corrupt system, which is the CAS!

Divinity never runs through the veins of men. Men have roles, and especially limits. The world is short of Remarkable Leaders.

For the children who were saved, and for the children who were stolen;

"Hungry not only for bread - but hungry for love. Naked not only for clothing - but naked for human dignity and respect. Homeless not only for want of a room of bricks - but homeless because of rejection".

Mother Teresa

What is Your Truth?

2009-01-25T17:14:00.000-08:00

Holy shitters! There is an insane amount of information on the net regarding the year 2012. To keep things simple, there are two major theories being suggested as the truth of the significance of the year 2012. Although both theories differ in context, they share the common undrstanding that a celestial occurence will change the world forever as we know it. Some argue that the 'elite' knew long ago about what we are now only being exposed to. Below is a brief discription of both theories.

The Annunaki - resedents of planet Nibiru

Before I begin, the names above are both validated from ancient texts, mainly from the earliest civilization known as the Sumarians who lived in, what we now know as Iraq, over 6000 years ago. Their texts and writings speak of a race of Gods or creators who reside on a distant planet called Nibiru. This planet has an elliptical orbit of 3600 years around our sun and is part of our solar system. Ancient texts, in conjunction with modern science and astronomy validate this claim. Nibiru is said to pass near our Earth in the year 2012. What happens then is unknown.

Galactic Dark Rift

The second theory involves a group called 'The Horizon Project'. They claim our solar system will enter a dark rift in 2012. The Earth will allign with the sun and the very center of our galaxy. It is believed that a black hole exists at the center of every galaxy. When this occurs, the extreme gravitational pull of the black hole will cause our Earth to shift poles, thus resulting in catastrophic climactic events. All diciplines of science have validated the claim of the Earth's poles shifting in the past many times before.

For many who have strong religious, but more importantly, spiritual beliefs, questions and fears have come to the forefront.

Do some investigating, and come to your own conclusions. It should be an interesting next, two and a half years!

Being a spiritual monkey, I am rather concerned. Although somewhat jolted, my beliefs have not wavered.

2012 - An Uneduacated View

2009-01-12T16:53:00.000-08:00

It is the month of January 2009. Some of us will wake tomorrow to the sound of city traffic, or birds chirping. Some will walk outside their door to the sound of waves rushing onto the shore, or dogs barking on the streets. Some will even wake to the sound of their own cries, or bombs going off in the distance. Some will hope they don't wake at all.

Cheezzy as the intro may be, the year 2012 (December 21) may re-define forever, the world as we know it.

Sientists from around the world have come together and submitted individual findings. The Horizon Project and Planet X Nibiru are to search topics which explains in detail. The results have lead to the prediction of an earthly event that will be catastrophic beyond comprehension.

If hard science wasn't enough to convince skeptics of this World changing event, ancient and contemporary prophecies were incorporated to further validate and support their findings. Both diciplines unmistakenly came to the same conclusion!

As compelling as the scientific results presented by The Horizon Project are, it does not dismiss my belief in the existence of God. There are still unexplained phenomenon in our world today where God and evil personas fit into place.

With the ever growing number of conspiracy theories and the sinister motives of men that drive these movements, it is only safe to assume the other side of this spectrum is represented aswell.

End Times, Myths, and several Theories

Although only recently has the general population been exposed to this information, members of secret societies such as the illuminati, have known for centuries and generations the significance and implications of the year 2012. They have had hundreds of years to prepare, and utilize this inevitable celestial event to propel their demented thirst to enslave the World.

The myth of the Holy Grail is real, and it lays in the hands of the illuminati. The Grail was intended for the entire human race to understand, and learn about our very existence. It also holds secrets to inravelling unimaginable potentials of the human body. Unfortunately, the Grail had fallen in the wrong hands.

The myth of reptilian beings are quite possibly true. Although the most outlandish of my theories, it is probably the most crutial in understanding the spiritual warfare that goes on at every given moment. These reptilian beings are of another worldly realm, as suggested by the study of quantum physics.

Crop circles are obviously cryptic in nature. They too are of alternate earthly realms or even unearthly sources. They are messages that warm us of the future. Although I am not an expert in the dicipline, quantum physics explains the real possibility of other dimensions in our world and universe. Again, the mention of unearthly sources does not dismiss our Wordly God. As ludicris as it may sound to both believers and atheists, our GOD is within us!

Planet X (Nibiru) is real. I am not a scientist, nor have I done any personal research regarding this issue, but the information is out there to see. A cosmic event supported by science is bound to happen in the near future. This future event coincides with many historical prophecies including the bible.

Let the battle begin!

Key Sources

http://www.thehorizonproject.com/

http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Planet X Nibiru

Loose Change

End Game

Brent Miller

Alex Jones

These key words will link you to a plethora of sites where you can draw your own conclusions!

Eagle Eye

2009-01-05T11:08:00.000-08:00

'If you want to live you will obey'. The cover of the DVD I purchased reads; 'But where do they go if the enemy is everywhere?'

Eagle Eye centers around a highly sophisticated computer designed and created by US inteligence. It has the ability to think, plan, and react at mind boggling speed and accuracy. It is also able to manipulate and control any part of the environment connected by digital or wireless means. The plot focuses on this computer's outrageous ability to plan and carry out an assassination attempt on the US President, void of any human input! The computer just simply decides to do it, in the name of National Security. A COMPUTER!

WARPED, SELF-RIGHTEOUS, AND SELF-IMPORTANT GOOFBALLS decide between the 'WORTHY' and the EXPENDABLE!

The message is clear. The warped and cowardice 'ELITE' claim no responsibility for the deaths of individuals or populations. If the 'sacrafice' or disposal of lives is faced with public outcry or queries, a standard apology is given. It is accompanied with an empty explanation, proclaiming the preservation of FREEDOM!

The last few lines in the movie says as follows;

Comission: "Mr. Secretary, we just can't stop intelligence gathering just because of what happened here"

Secretary: "No we can't. All I know is we made a great many mistakes, and good people paid the ultimate price for them, and that's a debt we can never repay. But we can honour it, and we can let their sacrafice remind us that sometimes the very measures we put in place to safeguard our liberty, become threats to liberty itself"

Wow! Can they be more straightforward!

It is a progression toward loss of freedoms for all. It is happening as we speak.

Butterfly

2009-01-02T17:38:00.000-08:00

I watch her through the glass doors
Her light brown hair waving in the wind
A lit cigarette nestles between her delicate fingers
As she exhales away her heart's burdens

I bow my head as her courage overcomes me
It blankets my very core
Through the glass and through her eyes
Does beauty reveal itself ever more

She looks out at the Caribbean Sea
As her sweet soul whispers comfort in her ear
She squints from the glare of the morning sun
Her strength prevailing even in fear

Oh how we wait for the sun to rise
When the night submits us to tears
Like life of the caterpillar coming true
Gone will be the butterfly's fears

Chumpness!

2008-12-26T15:55:00.001-08:00

Who takes the cake for the biggest chump? Earning a label of 'chumpness' is not an easy task. I am a chump when I don't follow through because I've chosen not to, not because I am unable to. A chump is like a chimpanzee who chooses not to eat his dinner because it wasn't served with syrup on the side.

We've all been chumps at one time or another. Chumpness is normal and occurs universally at every given moment. Over time, repeated chumpness will define us. Some of us are born chumps, genetically programmed to chump untill our last days.

In the short term , the recipient of chump behaviour appears most affected. But it is in the long term where the chumper loses, absent of completeness and peace.

Stimuli which trigger chumpness are infinite. The processing of this stimuli is also key and varies from among individuals. This processing is molded both by environment and DNA blueprinting.

Being a chump is understandable and excuseble when grace is present, but an overload of chumpness is toxic regardless of which angle you look at it. A chump free world is a more wholesome world!

To Follow, To Learn, And To Become

2008-12-23T19:57:00.000-08:00

Erich Fromm:
Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

"What's meant to be will always find a way"
Trisha Yearwood

Friedrich Nietzsche:
It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.

"Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood"
Karen Casey

"In real love you want the other person's good. In romantic love you want the other person".
Margaret Anderson

Bible:
Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails.I Corinthians 13:4-8

Carl Jung:
Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other.

Barbara De Angelis:
Love and kindness are never wasted. They always make a difference. They bless the one who receives them, and they bless you, the giver.

Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.
Ambrose Bierce

The Most Secret of Secrets

2008-12-08T00:22:00.000-08:00

From behind the cloak they reek

Carying out self-designated roles

Plotting my fate and yours

Straight faced with tainted righteousness

The secrets they hold, they hoard

In the wrong hands they have fallen

Where many lives have sacraficed

In the name of God?, or in the name of men?

We look the other way

Those neon lights shine oh so bright

They make their moves

Slithery men reeking of cowardiceness

Judge to your pits' content

Of those who will die or live

Prepare though, for one thing is clear

Existence always finds it's balance

"A heart that aches is truly full of life"

Pixels For Pistols (Disarm the Masses in Preparation for Martial Law)

2008-11-30T15:33:00.000-08:00

What was the purpose of this program? Responsible liscenced gun owners handed in firearms to police in return for digital cameras. Ridiculously enough, all the pistols collected were insignificant in the fight against gun crimes on Toronto streets. I'll assume the Toronto Police Force did their research, and applied a little bit of common sense in the developemnt of their 'Pixels for Pistols' program.

I can assure the implementation of this scheming plan had only two purposes.

First, it was excellent PR in the war against gang and gun related crimes. Unfortunately, those who know the 'score' are clearly aware this program was completely useless in their so called fight against the bad guys.

Second, for those who have been observant or have even the slightest inkling of the steady deterioration of our privacy, rights and freedoms, disarming masses of responsible citizens is key to easing the transition towards martial law!

Sounds like paranoia? You are intelligent enough to draw your own conclusions!

I just might be paranoid!

Someone Real

2008-11-03T17:51:00.001-08:00

Flared are my nostrils for the world to mock

Crossed are my eyes for children to tease

Damaged are my neurons that fire randomly

Yet I am blessed with 'Jaws like' teeth

Large is my skull which keeps me unbalanced

Thin are my legs without an ounce of meat

Weak are me arms which leave me defenceless

Yet I'm blessed with good hair, always tidy and neat

Butthead is just what he is, which is why he brings comfort to many. Look into his eyes and tell me what you see? Just a simple dude in a chaotic world.

For the Special

2008-10-30T20:36:00.000-07:00

Why do I feel this rain

Falling on me

Then let me wash away with it

And be part of something real

Let me float away

No one needs to know I'm afraid

These are not tears

Only drops of rain

Did I make you smile?

I pray that I did

At least one time

A moment when our hearts were still

I want to feel

What a heart was meant to feel

So take my hand.... God

And let a broken heart heal

"The light at the end of the tunnel may be you"

Aerosmith

Stephen Harper (New World Order/ Bilderberg Group)

2008-09-03T18:41:00.000-07:00

What a pile of horse shit. I saw the latest television ad for the PC party. It did nothing but confirm the truth of the stupidity that is the world of politics. The fools who volunteered or were paid to lie or improvise on national television were pathetic at best. Harpers melo-dramatic playboy pose and superficial grin was equally moronic.

Everything is FIXED! Your votes mean nothing and never will. Politics is an adult version of playground bullshit.

I'm keeping it short. I don't have the background to articulate intelligently about the state of the world. Other than wars, starving children, and the violation of human rights, and more specifically individuals' rights, our world isn't so bad, is it? We are safe in our homes. We are free, and have equal opportunity to make our lives even better.

This sums up the mentality of most, but some of us may actually be AWAKE!, and realise what is coming our way.

Nonetheless, educate, or at least inform yourself of what is happening under our noses and behind closed doors. Piles of bullshit embeded in 'evil', evil meaning 'bullshit', is taking place in world politics without our knowledge. It is all being done in 'stealth' Alex Jones.

Forget the NBA, NFL, NHL, or MLB for a moment and take a look at http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/, or Alex Jones' "ENDGAME".

Be 'Smart'! You owe your family the knowledge, if not yourself. What you do with this knowledge is the tough part!

Safety Dance

2008-09-01T19:12:00.000-07:00

Who dares do the 'safety dance'?

"You can dance if you want to"

The 'safety dance' is safe, like crossing the street at 2 am. There are infinite versions of the 'safety dance', but all share a common theme; they are all safe. 'Men Without Hats' are pioneers in the evolution of dance. Their breakthrough into the music scene was unique and safe. The 'safety dance' introduced the world to a new, original, and very safe dance. Spinning in circles and flailing your hands in the air like a jackass, demonstrated safety immaculately!

"Safety dance, oh safety dance"

SAFE DANCE

UNSAFE DANCE

SAFETY DANCE SAMPLE (from supreme idiot)

Here Comes the Rooster

2008-08-31T17:26:00.000-07:00

Part 1

The red rooster stares aimlessly into your eyes
It tilts it's head to observe the features of your face
It notices you are not appealing in the world of roosters
You approach with care, only to realize the hate is deep

The rooster is red, red like a pair of red socks
The rooster bobs it's head as if to say, " I am a red rooster! Look at me bob my head"
The rooster is unemotional, like Hillary Clinton
The rooster is mean like the winds of a hurricane

Here comes the rooster!

Part 2

The rooster has taken claim over my space. It tacticaly circles and bobs it's head purposefully to showcase it's percieved superiority over me. I clench my jaw and fists as to prepare for an attack..... peck, punch.... peck, punch.... the stupid rooster is defeated! Peace is reclaimed. The red rooster is dead!

Cats and Carnies

2008-08-14T16:59:00.001-07:00

Storm Trooper's Playlist

2008-06-10T16:28:00.000-07:00

"Hungry not only for bread"- but hungry for love. Naked not only for clothing- but naked for human dignity and respect. Homeless not only for want of a room of bricks- but homeless because of rejection.

Mother Teresa

The Playlist

'Broken'- Lifehouse
'Thief'- Our Lady Peace
'Jesus of Suburbia'- Green Day
'Breakdown' - Guns 'n' Roses
'Mayonaise' - Smashing Pumpkins
'Amazing' - Aerosmith
'Beauty' - Shaye

"The light at the end of the tunnel may be you"

Aerosmith

Little Bad Boy

2008-05-11T17:19:00.001-07:00

Diamond In The Rough

2008-03-25T06:11:00.000-07:00

Her eyes spoke a million words
Stories of the world she knew, and of hopes her heart held close
I know of the walls that pushed against her shoulders
And the hands of fear that blocked the warmth of the sun
She climbed trees to peek at how big the world really was
Only to see no one was there to catch her when the winds blew heavy
She held on tight to what she could
She did not fall

If she could, she would
Change the beat in the hearts of those she loves
If she could, she would not
Destroy the hearts of those who forgot to love

Her eyes speak a million words
Stories of the world she knows, and of dreams she holds close to her heart
She knows of the walls she has climbed and have broken down
And the hands of fear she will push away
Climb that tree!
I will be there to catch you
Hold on to me
It's okay to fall

If I could, I would
Take away all she has seen and did not feel
If I could, I would not
Change that Diamond in the rough

Theatre Time!

2008-03-24T10:42:00.000-07:00

To be successful in the world of theatre, you must be able to control the hundreds of individual muscles on your face. Being able to convince your audience you are a wanker, dweeb, moron or schmuck wad, is a clear indication you are ready for the bright lights of either, Hollywood or your local clinic!

The 'Neutral' lookThe 'Straight Jacket'The 'I Need A Toilet Now'The 'Say No To Drugs'The 'Amphibian'

For more insight on how to master the art of idiocy, simply imagine you are eight years young with little sense of pride, shame, or purpose! Good luck and enjoy!

Shoulders Of Orion

2008-03-19T16:51:00.000-07:00

Nexus 6 replicant 'Roy Batty', is like no other fictional character on film. He mirrors an array of complex human emotions masterfully! More importantly, he exemplifies and symbolizes the wonderous capabilities of the mysterious human soul.

I saw bits of the movie on local television stations when I was a young wank, but never knew of its title. I never thought much of it, and actually thought it to be dark and dull.

On New Years Eve 1992, I decided to stay home and 'chill'. I was seventeen at the time. I watched the countdown on television and gorged on food my mom prepared earlier that evening. After gaining four pounds, I sat on the couch to allow blood to readily flow back to my brain. I focused on my breathing as I was being suffocated by eggplant and beef.

Before 'coma' took over, I noticed a familiar movie playing. It was ironically calming, yet intense. I was hooked!

To make a semi-long story short, the next to the last scene was quite unexpected. The honesty and rawness of Roy Battey's character was real and spoke volumes.

It is arguementitively the most moving scene on film, according to me of course!

No other movie has left quite a lasting impression on me.

Since then, 'Bladerunner (director's cut)' has yet to be bumped from the top of my 'favourite movies' list!

Myrtle Beach Trip 2008

2008-03-15T16:34:00.001-07:00

Pittsburgh Penguins Commercial

2008-03-05T19:32:00.000-08:00

Wankers

2008-02-12T16:22:00.000-08:00

Wondering who I am referring to? Actually it's a group of people. Mind you, I do have to be careful! We are labeled sometimes immature when we are quick to judge others. Nonetheless, there is no justification for evil .

The wankers I speak of were arrested earlier today, and should be put away for a long time. What is an appropriate sentence for adults who destroy the innocence of children? The answer should not be debatable.

What about the genetic and environmental arguement? It's been suggested we be understanding of those who are 'predisposed' to inflict harm on others through no fault of their own. How evolved we are to have mercy on those who make gross errors in judgement!

It's a tough call, I guess?? I know what I would do!

Regardless of what punishment is given, there will always be trash to repeat the cycle.

The Punisher

2008-02-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

A close friend of mine is manager of a fast food restaurant. Sometime last year he dealt with a raccoon problem in the disposal area. His methods were questionable. The torturing of the raccoon became a sport to him, a sort of twisted pleasure. Here is my response.

Born to the world is the little creature. His innate behaviour, he has no control of. His hunger prompts him to search for fuel to sustain himself. He revels in joy when he plays with others, and basks in satisfaction when he is strong again.

The little raccoon also greives, fears, and experiences pain, emotions and sensations we ourselves try to escape. Yet there is a punisher who chooses not the high road. He is energized and is 'excited' by the little creature's crippling fear and pain as he strikes it with an iron rod, and douses it with unbearable scolding hot water.

"I want to burn him, I want to soak him in lighter fluid, light him on fire and burn him alive! I want to KILL him."

The little raccoon is then spat at. A giant ball of saliva and flem is catapulted from the punishers gaping mouth, saturating the face of the helpless creature. The little raccoon lowers his head and acccepts the abuse unleashed upon him.

An unknown cruelty hidden in the depths of the punisher is revealed. He is the punisher who chooses not the high road. The unnecessary display of violence could have been avoided with simple thought. Once again, simple thought!

There is a disturbing yearning to see the creature trapped and helpless. It presents a situation of unbalanced power where dark thirsts for suffering can be quenched. The little raccoon is scared. Over and over again he absorbs the punishing blows unleashed by the punisher.

"I'm hungry, my search was only for food. Yet, I found a cruelty I thought did not exist. Please don't strike me with the steel rod, it hurts alot. Death is my thought. I know my life is in your hands now. You are bigger, stronger, and much more INTELLIGENT than I. If you choose to take my life, please let me look into your eyes for the last time, so my last memory will be of the one who brought to me, suffering and death". These are the words of the little raccoon.

Prevent the raccoons from getting in, and all is well. 'Violence to stop violence, not violence for the sake of violence'. See you on the flipside, little raccoon!

Monkey Corner

2008-02-09T10:30:00.000-08:00

Monster Under My Hotel Bed

2008-02-08T12:39:00.000-08:00

Going to New York in a few days. Booked a hotel room at the Eastgate Towers. After viewing several photos of the hotel, kind of got the creeps. Building looks old and haunted. Looks like the building was an apartment complex before being converted to a hotel. I assume there is a lot of history in these old New York buildings. Don't know what happened in any of these rooms. Just don't want to get caught in a vortex of 4th dimension activity.